Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
Hi my name is Lloyd
Welcome to my blog of my life which I decided I would like to document and keep track of and maybe get to know some people during a hard time in my life.
I’m new to this and have never done something like this before so I will learn to get better.
I’m 23 and married and I have 5 cats and 1 dog.
The cats are Uno (oldest) Milo and Bella and my 2 youngest is ray and Guss and my dog is Mason he is a border collie and he is 3 months and 2 weeks (14 weeks)
Currently I am not in the best place (mentally or financially) but my wife helps me just being there and also reminds me to mediate and she does this with me.
I have anxiety which is diagnosed but because not being able to open up and speak about how I feel I’m unable to tell the GP that I am also depressed.
My life is nowhere near as hard as some people have it and I understand that but finding it hard to cope and deal with things and getting angrey over little issues which might just be a pain.
I don’t feel like I have the push to make myself do things anymore like go out for walks or maybe do something random and fun like maybe go to the local because I would rather just stay home and watch people on YouTube and twitch,
I guess it’s because it’s easier to watch people have fun and play with friends rather than doing it myself I don’t know
But I will try not to ramble on for much longer but I will be updating this with what I do in a day to maybe motivate myself and maybe help myself mentally
Im not too sure if there is a way for you to send a message in or anything but I guess I will figure it out
Thank you will keep you updated,